Sunday, July 31, 2011
In conversation
"Don't pull the dog leash too hard Tilly, your sister can't keep up."
"Why has Evie got the leash on her nappy?" (cloth nappy)
"Why has Evie got no clothes on Tilly??"
"Yes, I love your green t-shirt dog, EatEatCatchCatch."
"Tilly!! Get off the TV."
"Go play with your sister. And I don't want to hear anyone crying!!"
Yes, after one whole week inside the house, we've started to go crazy. The late afternoon bike ride around the neighbourhood is not sufficiently expending their energy..... Such is the dreaded Herpangina.... aka hand foot and mouth, without the hand and foot.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Three pieces of ice, a killing spree and fb
When Evie is sick, she is sick. And she will let you, anyone in the room, the neighbours and potentially anyone down the street know that she is sick. You can't hold her, yet you can't put her down. She'll squirm and yell and cry out with the pain and injustice of it all. This particular illness really set me on the edge of near madness. Her throat was covered in ulcers that were ripe and sore. She couldn't even feed on my own milk because my mlk machine makes the milk nice and warm. The doctor said, feed her only cold. I hadn't realised that snuggling and drinking my warm milk would be like pouring burning coals on to her tiny throat. Poor sweet baby.
The previous evening and yesterday was like walking through a nightmare in slow motion. I think Evie doesn't do sick because I don't do it either. Without your usual go to for fixing a tired, whingey sick baby (i.e. breastfeeding) you have to suddenly find other ways to fix the problem. But nothing but time can get rid of the pain. I even offered her ice cream and cartoons at 12 in the morning. To me, this is like walking into the danger zone.... Ice cream and cartoons at 12 in the morning for an 11 month old??? Fortunately (retrospectively) she was having none of it. I had to use a syringe to get some fluids in to her because she was having none of anything for two whole days. Added to this was the high pressure scene my husband was creating the next day by leaving his bookwork to the last minute and getting me involved in it. Never again do I want a day like yesterday.
Anyway, I just got 6 hours of straight sleep!! WooHoo. I don't think I get that even when she is well. It would have been more were it not for Tilly waking up with a fever. What a remarkable difference age and understanding can make. She woke up Evie, but agreed to lay still while I fed Evie and put her back down so I could concentrate fully on her. I gave her a cup of water and a cold washer for her head before that though, I'm not totally insensitive. Evie went back down quickly and I took Tilly to the living room. We talked about her illness. I got her some medicine. I found three pieces of ice to put in a glass of water. I refilled the ice cube tray. I had time to go to the toilet and violently dispose of a few coachroaches while I was there. (They come out in the night time when nobody is around and this big mama gets her blood flowing with a bit of random killing). I had time to walk around and get more wet cloths to cool her down. I talked about how she needed to go back to bed to get some rest, but if she needs mama to call me one time and I'll come. Tiily's personality has a lot to do with this too.
She is a self sufficient well oiled machine. I went back to her five minutes later and she was on the bed covering herself with the wet cloths she had asked me to put to the side. She didn't realise I was there and said, Oh mum, you scared me! In whisper voice because she knows I don't want Evie to wake. "Here, let me do that for you baby." "Oh! Thanks mama" She's nursing a high fever and a wretchedly sore throat but can still handle herself like that. All she asks is that you talk things through with her and be reasonable.
I felt worn out and ready for the rubbish heap yesterday. I was in bed reading a blog I like on my Ipod - Pratical Theology for Women. I love this blog. Her entry yesterday was, Facebook and the Kingdom. How Christians interact with facebook. When Evie got sick I posted on fb to let people know and to indicate where I think it came from. I'm pretty sure she got ill from a play area for kids we visited on Thursday last week. This is because I didn't take Evie anywhere else for a whole week, not even after that visit to the indoor playground. Much earlier in the week I had taken her for a hep b shot at the clinic down the road, small clinic with hardly any patients. My intention in posting was for those who were there to be careful and watch their own kids. However I think I may have unintentionally stepped on a toe or two. But I won't go into explanations about that. So, back to point. Added to that, with this illness you can't take the kids out or have other kids with you. I had planned a big day of play for Tilly at our house with one of her best friends yesterday. Instead we were descending into a slow madness that was our day yesterday.
I deleted my facebook post, but that's no big deal. I do that all the time. I hate facebook and always mildly regret anything I put up there on the spur of the moment. And I suffered away with my poor sweet baby and my soon to be sick 4 year old, on my own. Well, if Steve wasn't going through his own madness in his office I might have been on my own. Then I saw the post last night on Pratical Theology for Women - Facebook and the Kindgom. Go there, read this blog. I can't get the website anywhere but my Ipod. I have no idea why, both our computers won't let me open it. My friend explained this to me once and now I forget why, something about my computer not supporting something else. A quote or two from her blog:
"In this age of social media, many seem to clamor for a larger public presence. I have been guilty of that at times. I'm thankful for my grounded, private husband, who reminds me regularaly that the kingdom comes quietly, slowly over time."
And this one I like:
"If you struggle with the value of what you do privately verses the exciting things others seem to do publicly, don't be discouraged. The kingdom is like leaven, Jesus taught. It starts small but spreads along and along slowly but surely."
She is talking about top down public ministry versus ministering to people bottom up one on one contacts. Different to my situation here, we all know I'm not ministering to anyone! I just liked it enough to want to share it. Random non-relevance. I seem to have taken the 6 hours straight of sleep to mean a full nights good sleep (I don't know how long it's been since I had one of those). Waking at 4:30 this morning will put the kybosh on that I'm sure when I am still up at 10 or later tonight. Now Evie is up and the day begins. I should have gone back to bed!!
Monday, July 25, 2011
breakfast
i did make the zucchini brownie the other day and did not get round to taking a shot of it. you could also go here for the recipe. this is one recipe i would say not to scrimp on the sugar. it needs it to balance out the zucchini in my opinion. i don't do the frosting but just sprinkle with icing sugar.
as i write, evie is feverish and suffering from herpangina, just another form of hand foot and mouth i guess, but just in the mouth. it's very painful for her and i think it's going to be a long week, or even more if it passes to tilly. my poor sweet babes. we visited one play area last week, just one. evie was at home the rest of the time. it only takes one. i'm too tired to proofread this or even write with capital letters..... she needs a lot of holding and loving at the moment.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
the humble zucchini
Oh Joy!! My local supermarket (I have two that are the same, one is bigger and has more things but is 15 mins walk, the other is smaller and has less things and is 3 minutes walk) started to sell Zucchini!!! They were big and scuffed and horrible to put it nicely, but zucchini none the less. All I could do was bake with them. I made chocolate and zucchini cake with them. YUM. But that recipe isn't vegan. (Another food blog I love to look at, and another recipe I've tweaked sugar wise. I cannot abide more than one cup of sugar in a cake). Then more Joy!! My closer local started selling them very cheaply and they are smaller, fresher, firmer and taste just like the ones I'm used to!!! And that's saying something, the veg at that supermarket leaves much to be desired...... They seem to be growing them here in Taiwan. I filled my fridge crisper with zucchini and found a great recipe for a vegan zucchini brownie. It is to die for. The zucchini releases all its lovely juices and the brownie tastes like fudge.
But, I haven't got any cocoa and haven't had a chance to make the trip to the bake store to get it.... Ah, the joys of baking in Taiwan. So I don't want to post that recipe until I have a picture of the finished product. Why? I don't know. I just think it's excellent and the picture on the recipe site doesn't do it justice. I was rather unflatteringly accused of being OCD today by a friend while I washed the dishes in the sink of another friend. Perhaps I am OCD and that is why I can't put the recipe up until I have my post in order. Personally I just saw a sink of dishes that needed to be washed. So, let's wait for the recipe and the picture so that I can put it all in a neat package and present it to you......
But my excitement over the zucchini has not deminished and I felt I had to share my good news!! I've been cooking them in everything. Creamy zucchini and mushroom pasta, zucchini in this and zucchini in that. I do believe the whole zucchini bonanza might come crashing as it's not a native vegetable and people won't know what to do with it perhaps. Alas it might last on the shelves but a season before it disappears forever only to be discovered again years later in the over priced basement supermarket of 101.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Crazy Cake
This recipe is also great for people with allergies etc, as there isn't much in it that you could go wrong with. It's incredibly cheap to make. I think I spent more money on the cupcake cases than I did on the batter. You might wonder why I mention that fact, as things like this 'overseas' are normally cheap to make anyway. I guess here baking is a specialty thing to do. They have bake shops sparsely dotted around Taipei where you can get your hard to find items (and by hard to find I mean, chocolate chips, cream cheese, cooking chocolate, icing sugar, good quality flour, cocoa, anything bakeable, cupcake cases, cake tins etc etc). The good thing about this recipe for me is I can get all the ingredients (well - aside from the good quality cocoa) at my local. Otherwise I have to make my monthly trapse around the city looking for things that I would otherwise get aplenty in a supermarket at home. Another good point for cooking the odd vegan item!!
Have to write this here but thanks for comments guys. I'm having a major bear trying to reply to comments or even post comments on other blogspot.com blogs. It just won't let me do it. Jen, you are right up here with this! And you have access to better ingredients than me! And you're way healthier. You need to make your own recordings...

Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Cooking vegan
I love that blog. I love food and read cookbooks and food blogs like I would read a book. So I learned how simple it was to make tahini. Admittedly I did not make the tahini for this batch of hummus. But this batch did use up the last in the bottle I had my vegan friend wander the city for...... I did make tahini last week for another one of my vegan recipes, but that's for another post.
So, hummus. Spelled differently around the world. This is my recipe, though I can't remember where I got it from. Probably a blog. Maybe, taste.com.au, who knows. All I could remember was that it had tahini and cumin. The other key ingredient.
Take two cans of chickpeas. Don't bother with soaking dried. I'm not into that. Leave a bit of the juice from the can. It helps keep it slick. Not too much mind. Whizz in a food processor. It should already look smooth. Add two heaped tablespoons of tahini, dash of salt, pulped fat clove of garlic (raw I mean - no precrushed bottled garlic here please, heaven forbid!), good shake of cumin and a splash of olive oil. And that is that. Without the tahini, cumin and garlic it just tastes like mushy chickpeas. (And I think only a vegan would be willing to eat mushy chickpeas.) It's a winner for me. A note, I always find it best to keep in the fridge over night. Tastes much better after a good old sit. There it is in the black bowl on the table.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
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Birthday bike
Sunday, July 3, 2011
And who was there?
Tilly's birthday in June
